Sunday, August 10, 2008

Knock-knock...

Hey... are you still here? I thought I heard something.. hmm... ??

Yeah... oh, sorry I didn't mean to disturb you- I didn't think my head would make so much noise while thinking. Sorry.

No no!! Come on- it's ok, I was actually starting to miss your bullshitting... it's been almost a whole summer and you haven't said a single word!!? Must be a lot on your mind these days huh? You know it's not good to keep that nonsense in your head for too long.

HEY! It's not ALL nonsense you know, there has been a lot going on and I've needed some time to think about life, the universe and everything... did you ever read that book by the way?

Yes. Go on.

Well........ hmm....... where to start.. ok- I'm thinking now whether I should start a new blog - like a serious blog where i´m not fooling around with you and experimenting (of course a sense of humour is mandatory) since I´m moving away. You know- like a journal.. or a logbook-.. hey that's actually a good name for it- "Captain's log". Ohhh- the name is probably already taken though... it's like that with most ideas you get- somebody else got it before you. And I was also thinking of having it all in English so my "foreign friends" - aha- I got some international amigos you know ha!!! - yeah, so they could also read what's going down in the town i´ll be moving to.

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....... Well?.... no comments, what do you think- do you think it's stupid or?

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HALLÓ?? ertu hérna? Am I talking to myself or? (well of course I am I guess)

- Are you breaking up with me? Are you dumping me for something new and unexplored? I didn't think you'd be like all those bloggers, who move away from their old posts and past for a blank url thinking that they'll be the next Shakespeare. I´m sorry- I have to say I'm a little disappointed in you. No indeed not a little - I'M DEEPLY HURT BY YOU. How can you just walk away from me? What it's been like 4 years. 4 Years of devotion and love through words here in cyberspace, here at "Áttu kex?" and your just thinking about starting all over somewhere else. Just like that. [ Sigh, a tear drips down computer cheek]. Fine, it's just fine- leave me behind. Leave all our good posts behind like they meant nothing to you ... leave Mouse-Christmas, leave Love on a red light- JUST GO- JUST GO GO GO.

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I would never leave you! - COME ON - YOUR COMPLETELY MISUNDERSTANDING THE WHOLE SITUATION !!!!! I would never stop sharing words with you. Never ever- you have to trust me on that. I could never do that - We've had our ups and downs - we both know that, I mean- one just can't be witty and sarcastic all the time. Also there were times that we could hardly speak to each other- there came nothing for months. - like this summer. Hardly a word... Trust me though on this- You and I are inseparable - (actually we kind of share the same brain so this is getting freaky at times) - We'll always have "Áttu kex?" together- and here there is always room for goofing around and being silly. I could never- and I will never leave you. All I´m saying is that I´m thinking about maybe starting writing on a new url when I move.

- Ok- you promise that? That you won't leave me? That you won't stop writing on me?

Yes- I promise- you know that you are my most special nonsense keeper in the whole wide world! (www.)

K8